InSEXicide

Tired of so many things. First being people who i ask to do a tiny job to help me out, even though it's their job in the first place, then they just walk away not paying any attention to me. Fuck you, get credit for what you're supossed to be doing.


holy shit did you really just get up in the middle of the scene, walk off the set, and grab food!!!? omg!! unprofessional twat. yeah that's right i yelled at you, even if it's not my job. i'm protective of my set. nobody and nothing up there that doesn't belong. as for everyone else who goes to sit on the furniture when there's no rehersal, yeah i will ask you nicely once to get off. (hehe inappropiate joke yayyy). but don't start a big thing because you think it's no big deal, it is to me. i'm not being mean, but come on if one person does something they're not supposed, then eeeeveryone else will. damn. ugh act you fucking bench!!! just because you don't have a line or anything going on at the moment, FUCKING DO SOMETHING!!! it should replicate some reality. yuck i hate you.


oh btw this title is thanks to heather and her amazing version of english =)

and another btw shane you are too fucking cute. i love you for being that adorable. watching you and laura is one of the only ways i stay sane during these rehersals haha ugh the both of you stop being so cute i can't stand it!!!


yes and sorry but there is one person who should stop coming here already in a bad mood and glaring at me. just don't do it. you had your chance, stop being a bitch towards me.

fuck really??? how did you get asked to learn the blocking and lines to cover for someone???!? oh right because i had to miss one week. fuck that. you cut out early of every rehersal. god i just hate dealing with the unfairness of theatre. this whole play is one of the reasons i want to stay in bed every day and also why i find it so hard to face my friends and everyone else. i wish so hard sometimes that things didn't affect me so deeply.

ok that was an uncalled for flipout..... lovely. and now that means i'm on book. more great fun later
<3

How the Fuck Did I Start Rambling About Boys??

ugh!!!!

why are you so adorable?
it's just not cool. i think you're pretty amazing and kind of one of the cooler people in my life now that you've started to open up. i hope once i get over how detestebly cute you are, i don't find some harrowing quality about you that i just can't stand. that tends to happen a lot, so please stay the same in my eyes as you are now. kay awesome. thanks for that.

on the note of boys. while i think that one up there is quite appealing, i don't actually feel the things toward you that i want to feel towards someone. i tend to go through crushes like i go through bottles of fizzy water. which is kind of like other people go through underwear, if you happened to change your underwear a few times a day. but yeah i left this page for a minute to look at something else and i forgot what my point was. oh yeah i think it was something like i want a crush right now, and i want whoever that person may be to kinda maybe feel the same.

maybe i just want someone who i can have silent conversations with and watch crappy movies. someone who knows when i'm in a bad mood and knows exactly the right way to bring me out of it. a person who will lie on the bed next to me and fall asleep with me simply because we're so comfortable next to each other. i want someone who knows me. i want someone who doesn't know me yet. i want a guy who knows me but always wants to find out more about me. i really don't know how i started talking about this. shit i didn't even know i wanted someone this badly.
yay for rambling into startling realizations.


i was actually going to write about all that's happened over the last week-ish. haha but i guess that will be another blog since it's going to be a long one.

oh yeah p.s. and all that shit... i want a guy who knows how (and who wants) to massage my neck so i can actually move my head again. if you know of this guy or you are him, please, pleaseeee send him my way =P

South Park JoBros

yuck
carina just wii'd matt

other than that life is just dandy
aside from the anger popping up at random moments, making me want to hurt people in ways that would shock you guys way too much. i cant wait for someone to make one little comment to set me off. im pretty sure its going to happen today. are you kidding me? with certain people who are going to be at play practice, its like fate that i will just go off on someone later.

so yay for anger and all, but right now i really want some lunch... or dinner.. i guess bringing back dunch would be best in this situation. ughhh damn st. patrick's day!!!!! makes me want those fucking reubens even though theyre not irish, i think. omg foooooood my tummy is yelling at me now! ohh yummy food. well the strangoids are back (carina and matt) and now its time for more silly videos. hooray for south park! yayy butters!

right food. of course the south park kids are sitting in the cafeteria. ugh im jealous of the goddamn sick cartoons! grrrrr but yeah im totally going home and getting the shit i need for reubens and thats gonna be meg's birthday cake tomorrow haha

alright i think thats enough rambling for now.

<3 kristin


ps. totally hoping at least one of two people piss me off tonight. i am totally ready to spazz at you =)

some people need to just go away from the theatre. you dont belong. youve alienated everyone, and we dont like you anymore. well i dont. JC, just go.

Anger (not in hindi)

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